Sometimes--most of the times--it's not about us.
This is a normal occurrence in the development process as the table read is the first time all the characters — and their interactions — come to life following the casting procedures.
And last, if you're someone who constantly judges yourself during sex, you're not gonna get past that by always hiding in the dark.
Yet how ridiculous would it be for your partner to withhold sex from you or not give his all in bed because he feels bad that he doesn't look like some random in a picture? She even gave some details about the type of man she's looking for.
She served us with fierceness personified.
Once I grew up and was introduced to that world, it made me realize I don't have to settle.